I'M HOME

I'm home and it sure feels good to be home. Now let's see first I want to say that I am trying to quit smoking and so I will be a little like a humming bird this week kinda flighty in and out of the office as I don't want to just sit too long without cross stitch in my hands. I know I can quit smoking as I have done it before last time didn't stick so I will keep trying but this time for a change it feels a lot more right than ever before. I think a lot of it is this is a time of year where I can get outside and do things and so I am not locked into a season like winter where that might not be posssible.
I am still plotting the new book and until I get passed the crunch of the smoking cravings I don't intend to start chapter one for a while. Instead I will be stitching, reading and walking.....
Right now I have some household projects that ought to keep me busy. I might add I have only had one cigarette in 12 hours and that was last night after going eight hours without one. However I have a funny feeling that I will be craving suckers and pixie sticks..LOLOL...I also like lemon drops....I think the thing that will drive me most batty is the lack of energy because it really makes me lazy when I don't smoke so that is why I am starting right off the bat with walks and being 0n the move.
My visit with Melissa was not exactly up to par and I am sure everyone knows what it's like to visit someone and have be surprised that the visit just was more tense and stressful than you ever thought it could be....I am not sure where things went south but it seems to me she and I are just on a different level right now so this may not be anything we can put behind us. I know that I am tired of being bossed around!!! Very tired of it and I know that I needed a break from my daughter.
Hugs, Pamela