Saturday Springers
Okay sometimes the way my mind works I feel like I should be on a Jerry Springer Show, then go directly to Dr. Phil topping with a good dose of Oprah and maybe just maybe finish the day with visting the Betty Ford clinic to check out and see if they have any new programs for those of us who think we are authors but actually have orginal thoughts gone all out of my head which brings me to ONE FLEW OVER THE COOKOOS NEST....which brings me to my hair I think something has made a nest up there but I refuse to look in the mirror at this point, which brings me to another point which is I'm not vain I'm just beginning to think I might has writer's block which means I'm nuts. WHO HAS WRITER'S BLOCK IN THE LAST 25 PAGES OF THEIR DAMNED BOOK?
Okay deep breaths, then I think okay maybe if I get out of the house then I'll come back from being away from the office for a while with a fresh perspective. NOPE .. I know what isn't working on paper and how to delete it but I am not sure what should be there in it's place.
I am at this point thinking of applying for a job at the local cemetary as a grave digger...I mean I know I can borrow Glenda's shovel and there is little to invest in a character like that and since I've started sitting behind a desk for the past five years my arms are a big as any man's and we all know it takes a woman to do a man's job, maybe if I bury the bodies literally I'll have inspiration or at least on the job taining.
I blame part of this on drying up here in Parsons because I like the big city and I like to go sit and think in the thick of things but here there is no thick of things and I mean this is a nice town but it's not got anything for a woman my age such as a bookstore? A coffee shop like Starbucks or a watered down version of such, no clothes stores except Catos and how many times can a woman visit Wal-Mart in one week? It's not got a cross stitch shop, we are two hours away from real cities except Joplin but Joplin doesn't trip my trigger, But it would be nice to walk to someplace and see something and sit somewhere with real creative types....Okay now I'm just whining something I don't have time for....
You would think since I have nothing to do in Parsons it would be easy to write and find time to write. BUT I need stimulation creative stimulation....I did come up with the rest of the thought to my quote "You know how men say SON you're fruit of my loins...and I changes it to I gave birth to a box of fruit loops....well now it's I gave birth to a box of fruit loops and that is why I ate my young" a week's worth of writing and that is as good as it gets.......
I wonder if Betty Ford has a writing intervention from my friends...LOLOL...yes Pamela you can write.....Pamela value yourself as an author etc....
I had all the confidence in the world at the beginning of this project but confidence packed up and left home...but it sublet it's spot to inferior and I now know what Billy Crystal meant when in THROW MAMA FROM THE TRAIN and him and his girlfriend are trying to make out in the kiddie train and he says "I can't do this I have writer's block " she answers "Everywhere?" Yes Yes Yes everywhere.....I swear if I had a Clairavoyant (Spelled wrong) with me now she would madly be waving her arms chanting your aura is blocked we need to unblock you.....I need a good charm and you all will think I'm crazy but I used to have a coffee mug that had a stack books on it and I was never ever blocked until I broke the damn mug then my second charm was a keychain that was shaped like an open book.....never ever was blocked until I lost the whole thing the keychain and keys....I know I know I can't see authors like Jonnie Jacobs, Nora Roberts, Mary Higgins Clark, J>K> Rowlings, Mary Daheim, Emily Brightwell, Susan McBride, Janet Evanovich, Jill Churchill, Carolyn Hart, Lisa Scottoline, Earlene Fowler, Elaine Viets, Sarah Graves or Sue Grafton......BEING A BIG BABY
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I wonder if I'm afraid of success? Oh well I am sure that last night in my sleep I had the perfect ending to this book but then I woke up. Hugs, Pamela
Okay deep breaths, then I think okay maybe if I get out of the house then I'll come back from being away from the office for a while with a fresh perspective. NOPE .. I know what isn't working on paper and how to delete it but I am not sure what should be there in it's place.
I am at this point thinking of applying for a job at the local cemetary as a grave digger...I mean I know I can borrow Glenda's shovel and there is little to invest in a character like that and since I've started sitting behind a desk for the past five years my arms are a big as any man's and we all know it takes a woman to do a man's job, maybe if I bury the bodies literally I'll have inspiration or at least on the job taining.
I blame part of this on drying up here in Parsons because I like the big city and I like to go sit and think in the thick of things but here there is no thick of things and I mean this is a nice town but it's not got anything for a woman my age such as a bookstore? A coffee shop like Starbucks or a watered down version of such, no clothes stores except Catos and how many times can a woman visit Wal-Mart in one week? It's not got a cross stitch shop, we are two hours away from real cities except Joplin but Joplin doesn't trip my trigger, But it would be nice to walk to someplace and see something and sit somewhere with real creative types....Okay now I'm just whining something I don't have time for....
You would think since I have nothing to do in Parsons it would be easy to write and find time to write. BUT I need stimulation creative stimulation....I did come up with the rest of the thought to my quote "You know how men say SON you're fruit of my loins...and I changes it to I gave birth to a box of fruit loops....well now it's I gave birth to a box of fruit loops and that is why I ate my young" a week's worth of writing and that is as good as it gets.......
I wonder if Betty Ford has a writing intervention from my friends...LOLOL...yes Pamela you can write.....Pamela value yourself as an author etc....
I had all the confidence in the world at the beginning of this project but confidence packed up and left home...but it sublet it's spot to inferior and I now know what Billy Crystal meant when in THROW MAMA FROM THE TRAIN and him and his girlfriend are trying to make out in the kiddie train and he says "I can't do this I have writer's block " she answers "Everywhere?" Yes Yes Yes everywhere.....I swear if I had a Clairavoyant (Spelled wrong) with me now she would madly be waving her arms chanting your aura is blocked we need to unblock you.....I need a good charm and you all will think I'm crazy but I used to have a coffee mug that had a stack books on it and I was never ever blocked until I broke the damn mug then my second charm was a keychain that was shaped like an open book.....never ever was blocked until I lost the whole thing the keychain and keys....I know I know I can't see authors like Jonnie Jacobs, Nora Roberts, Mary Higgins Clark, J>K> Rowlings, Mary Daheim, Emily Brightwell, Susan McBride, Janet Evanovich, Jill Churchill, Carolyn Hart, Lisa Scottoline, Earlene Fowler, Elaine Viets, Sarah Graves or Sue Grafton......BEING A BIG BABY
......
I wonder if I'm afraid of success? Oh well I am sure that last night in my sleep I had the perfect ending to this book but then I woke up. Hugs, Pamela
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