Early Thursday Morning

Well it's time to write but thought I would check in before writing. The more I write the more nervous I get about this book. It's almost completed and I am shaking and sweating. It's been four years since I've been published. Merry handled a lot of the PR before at least with the publisher etc....so I am about to embark on a new advernture. Not to mention I am entering this realm alone as before I have had a coauthor but now it's all on me good or bad it's all on me. I am giving birth and no one but me can do this and I am afraid of what lies ahead, reflective on what was....and definitely scared of what is....yet as a writer/author, I venture forth and hope against hope that all was not in vain. This is probably one of the worst times for me to have written a book we've had some family angst, we've had crisis and a huge birthday run on top of the Christmas run. If you've read my other blogs you already know about births and marriages so now with a little luck I will make my debut hopefully by late summer or fall.
There is still some rewriting and then money to make POD happen and also the time frame to which it will be released. Then of course there is the BIG PROMO....book signings and much more. Bu through it all I have faith that if my late mentor Monette were standing over my shoulder she would say.....ARE YOU CRAZY??? Did I teach you nothing? I would say "I AM WHAT I AM" then she would laugh and tell me to get back to work.